It is still too soon to have fully formed thoughts on a character as large and wonderful as Al Gardner but I’ve attempted a start at it.
In one’s short time on earth it is a rare and fortuitous occasion to be accepted as a student by a truly great teacher. The teacher/student form is ancient and human and has a structure from time immemorial. Such a teacher was Al Shavarsh Gardner Bardezbanian and I was infinitely lucky to have found him as a student.
The martial arts as practiced in Asia had a teacher/student dialectic that does not translate easily into modern America. Obedience, respect and subservience are not characteristics of americans, as de Tocqueville observed. For a bookish, intellectual recluse like myself to have found a great teacher of the oriental physical disciplines is an impossibility not to be imagined. Nonetheless something led me to Al Gardner and it changed my life. I remember how it happened. I was in the locker room of a gym and someone mentioned him. I had seen him around town, how could you miss him, 400 pounds, barefoot, on a motorcycle and I said something slighting. A man there said I was completely ignorant and that that man was something really special. I was impressed enough to go and introduce myself.
He accepted me as a student with his easy grace and friendly air. Just as I was about to sign up he grasped my wrist, gently but with immense strength. Looking into my eyes he said; “Ninety percent of the people that want to join the martial arts are assholes. Are you an asshole?” “I don’t think so,” I squeaked, and he accepted it.
To learn at Al’s dojo was to accept his understanding of the martial arts. He told me that learning karate his way meant that one would never have to fight again and he was right. Sure there were tournaments, sparring, exercises, but in the real world, no, one’s acceptance of the way meant that one’s carriage, posture, behavior would preclude fighting as an intrusion of ego. More than my mind he taught my body and when I went on to travel the world, walking the streets of strange cities and byways alone in far away places time and again I saw that my mere attitude meant that I was safe from attack. Because of what he taught my body I was able to walk around the whole world without fear, able to experience the most exotic places and not find them in the least threatening. For this I could never thank him enough.
It was an amazing thing to me that he was not only a martial arts master but one of the finest musicians I’ve ever known. The oud is a notoriously difficult instrument, fretless and obstinate yet Al could make it effortlessly soulful, ardent and deeply emotional. He was not only an oud master, and I don’t believe there’s been a better oud player in America, but his understanding of jazz was encyclopedic and his reed playing was superb, clarinet and alto sax in particular. It was a relief to him to have a student that understood, at some level, music, because he could teach me kata forms with reference to musical notation. “Slow the sweep like a dotted quarter, then the hand strikes are triplets,” he’d say; a great teacher finds a way to communicate. He could enchant me with stories of his encounters with the jazz greats and make me want to learn better. I saw him create the same sort of common understanding with all his students; bankers, ironworkers, lawyers, hippies, it didn’t matter, he would find a way to get his knowledge across.
Anyone that has studied the martial arts with a great teacher knows how they become part of how one experiences the world, a voice in the ear, a presence over one’s shoulder, helping one to be stronger, more disciplined. I saw time and again how Sensei Al turned ordinary people into better humans and I felt myself how he changed me. There is a great loss in my world now that he’s gone yet his voice will still be there, making me work harder, think ahead and BREATHE! I can never thank him enough.
Update: There’s a fine article here (sign in required):
http://www.prx.org/pieces/15307/stationinfo